DESCRIPTION:
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This is my latest song (final mixdown yet to be done), recorded on June 10, 2011 at RT60 Productions in Annandale, MN. For more details, find me (Caliber 39) or RT60 Productions on Facebook.

LYRICS:
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[Verse 1]
I can feel it bearing down
Silence becomes the only sound around
I've lost all faith in speaking out
The darkness of this lonely night surrounds
Everybody's asking why
I keep everything inside
They don't know the fear that comes
Whenever I let go of my tongue
My tainted words don't need to be heard
They always leave somebody hurt
And I don't need that extra stress
I'd rather live in loneliness

[Chorus]
I do this to myself, living in this hell
I'm the reason for this wasted time spent
Painting my own picture of failure
All I am, is a glutton for punishment

[Verse 2]
I bring myself back to page one
Hoping to fix what cannot be undone
I hold hopes for what I'll become
But I know in the end I'll be overrun
Everything that depletes me
Is also that which completes me
It's traces so enticing to me
You can likely see right through me
I may seem strong on the outside
But I'm breaking down on the inside
I can only do so much on my own
Just let me do it and be alone

[Chorus]
I do this to myself, living in this hell
I'm the reason for this wasted time spent
Painting my own picture of failure
All I am, is a glutton for punishment

[Bridge]
I know I should run away
Make a clear escape while it's still safe
But I cannot resist the power of the alchemist
I keep coming back, this is what seals my fate

[Chorus]
I do this to myself, living in this hell
I'm the reason for this wasted time spent
Painting my own picture of failure
All I am, is a glutton for punishment