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Drops keep fall'n all around me
But I can't feel the rain
And I can't see the pain anymore
Ruffian

Where did you come from
And where did you go
My my sweet Ruffian
No I wont let go
Of my love for my Ruffian
Not even if it means
I'm buried
Ten fuck'n feet underground
No I wont let go
Of my love for my Ruffian
Oh no I wont
I wont let go

The waters rise'n above me
I can hear death
Knock'n at my door
But I wont no I wont
I wont I wont let go

Music & Lyrics ©Petra Maricela Thompson Violetarojo
Written For ∙ Wednesday
Animation Video ©Petra Maricela Thompson Violetarojo

Our innate instincts should simply lean towards that which is characterized by benevolent works. But unfortunately far too often we easily give way to unhealthy extremes of selfishness and self-serving acts. These choices like the ones that I made in 2005 can lead us to random acts of self doubt and for some complete destruction.

There I did go, it was the grace of God that saved me. I want to thank all the persons that were involved in the 'Wednesday' cyber scam. Whomever you were, you taught me more than a few good lessons. I hope I never again find myself as weak as I was when we first crossed paths. However with that said, I am grateful to God for using my bad choices to His good works. I still chose light over darkness and to this day I hold on to my love for you Wednesday. I keep an image of you in Colorado making angels in the snow. I hope and pray that you and Dylan are well. As for you Holly, how's that 'reality check' still bouncing.