DESCRIPTION:
original beat belongs to Dansonn Beats
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lyrics:



If i said i like living than is swear that i'd be lyin
go to sleep every night fantasizing of me dyin
everythin i had it fell apart with no binding
i can't even look at myself in the mirror without crying
my stomach is a pit of doom my mindsets across the room
everybody thinks i got it good come step in my shoes
feel the vibe watch the tears flow from my puffy eyes
what is happiness, if only somebody could come describe
if only somebody could show the path that i would go
i mean i shoulda known they faker than some silicone
pace the boulavard of broken dreams as i walk alone
feelin like they locked my soul away and left my body home
5 real bros i cant even see 3 of them,
1 girl i want her man is to busy cheatin her
the demons have been callin so my blood is catchin fevers
cold sweats every night heart failure like selina
plaines crashen like aliyah
5 dollars to my name you could call me lil ceasar
emotionally defeated, physically been depleted
i booked a room in hell it reminds me of 4 seasons
winter cuz the worlds cold without a decent reason
spring cuz it rains my parade with all the treason
summer cuz im hotter than the sun with a fever
and fall cuz i trip everytime it comes to eatin
dinners been served, cuz i was workin the curbs
dodgen jakes gunshots, and anything that could hurt
everybody swear loyalty until they see a hearse
6 feet underground the only guarentee on earth
people twisted enough to lie on the bible in church
i picked a pen up and splurged my rap talent emerged
i tryed to get myself noticed but it just couldnt work
i was like the main course but labels wana dessert
my personality is dryin up like im in the desert
my depression is equally balanced with inner agression
relieven my stress with my music obsession
expression is offered when theres nothin else for given
i would be commited to her but these women dont be thinkin
dont get it twisted that isnt the reason im feelin different
it just adds to my stress makes me wish life was different
all the people on the wrongth path seem to live a lot better
so much weight up on my back its like i wear cement sweaters
how clever can you be when you live the same endevours
searched for a burried tressure in a world that lacks pleasure
id do anything it takes any cost any measure
just to see a smile touch my flesh without pressure
sitkcin on a straight path like the line ledger
and if i die a rapper i just hope i die a legend.

so when i die a rapper i just hope i die a legend.