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Another wonderful love song about another wonderful girl. First song where I started adding singing. This song came out roughly my sophomore/junior year of highschool...so 2006-2007? Lyrics below

i shy away from here
as sorrow drops its tears
and as it comes i fear that now i see clear

i don't know what the deal is i'm turnin around in circles
why did she hurt you?
but now i've learned to
earn true love, truthfully, hopefully you deserve to
get it, and wont forget it
i've lived my life, looked hard and searched to
find the words to
express myself but it hurts too hard too deep
to each man his peace, and peace be his virtue
now what is left of me?
mentally, energetically, i know that god 'll let it be
n never see what i've done to others
what others have done unsympathetically
it's a pathetic scene
why does it hurt so much? just let me rest in peace
set me free or cleanse me clean, or will it forever be?
i don't know?
maybe that's the path that i've been told to go
an open road to follow,
n no one knows that i'm hollow
debatin, im sittin hatin the path that i face adjacently
maybe i'm led by satan's wings
who can i trust?

i got my eyes open,
clearly it seems that it's hopeless
yet i don't know this
im feelin pain to sorrow, sorrow to pain
got me to the point i hope tomorrow it rains
i let the sorrow contain and drain the brain
n i can't maintain the feelings or the tears i let go
my head is gonna explode
n i dont know waht's next yo
my life is indirectional
my thoughts remain to tell me no
what do i do? maybe i should let it go

which direction is next?
this pain got my head up in check
i knew it nevertheless
this unforgettable test of my manhood, i fail
cuz the feelings i feel
got me mixed up n twisted
i wanna give up n ditch this life i've filled up
with shitless moments that i've lived in
i shy away
because of her i hide my face
because of her i try to find a way to live my life today
because of her i fall from grace n die away
at night i lie awake
and pray for the lord's mercy
why did she hurt me?
the scars have turned deep
damn i know that i've been on this road before
n now i wonder why the fuck this path is open for
i hope the lord 'll know my pain n sufferin
if not, i'll show him all that i've come to see
i'd love to be what i'm not at this moment
what is me? moreover, where will i fuckin be?
i've come to see everything.