DESCRIPTION:
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Written and performed by Sidewalk / $tr8 "Outta Control"
Instrumental taken from "Allure" by Kno / Jay-Z from the album "Kno of CunninLynguists Presents... Kno vs. Hov - The White Albulum".
Mixed by Goofy.
Video by Spyros.

LYRICS:

[VERSE]
Give me space, the stars and the moon,
'cause life's a disgrace like my scars and wounds.
Raise me from this godforsaken place, if you follow.
Came to a plateau where souls were suicidal.
A noticeable growth of thoughts began to surface;
that's when I ran for the church.
Thus, nervous and hurt, I gathered adequate courage to enter.
At first, I couldn't fathom the worst; my parent cursed me.
So my Father urged me to search for peace within myself,
murder the living hell that's living inside my shell
killing me and my health and my pride as well,
when even I was worth the worth of the earth, but I couldn't tell.
Wouldn't take a gospel, but fate gave me options.
It saved me from dropping, stopping my nonsense.
So let the casket in my grave rot without Thomas.
God's the greatest locksmith for opening my heart with yet another start after I lost it.
Of course it's my source of inspiration, but I'm nauseous.
Since the lord's son's crucifixion, I talk with caution.

[CHORUS]
Quite often the light's off.
Eyesight's foggy and life's flawed.
But sometimes nightfall is off-white.
My only father is God and nirvana's my homesite.

[VERSE]
Give me space, the planets and the sun,
'cause life's still a race that nobody has won.
I've had it with my dad and everybody's bad habits;
laughing, taking turns taking stabs at my character.
Stagger in my talent like The Phantom of the Opera.
You're masking all your fallacies behind your manner, don't ya?
Flaunting an aura belonging to someone else
will come back to haunt you as death in the flesh.
I guess I digress, but I meant what I said.
You've never known self, so to me you are dead.
Color me unawed like drawings in a shed.
My game's over heads like holiness or a halo.
I'm an angel in search of bliss, adrift in a world full of hurt and dismissiveness.
So curse my name and my existence, but at least give my words recognition.
'Cause this is my purpose on earth and I'm gifted,
but I'm the only person who listens.
I'm a wordsmith and this is my kismet,
but I'm the only person who listens.

[CHORUS]
Quite often the light's off.
Eyesight's foggy and life's flawed.
But sometimes nightfall is off-white.
My only father is God and nirvana's my homesite.
My only father is God and nirvana's my homesite.
My only father is God and nirvana's my homesite.

[VERSE]
Give me space, the skies and the clouds.
Give me seven days in heaven together with God.
I pray from afar, but aloud, goddamn it!
Love's so sparse on this downhearted planet.
A big misunderstanding like I'm transmitting Sanskrit to Spaniards.
My word is a dagger in my back in a world run by braggarts and cash.
So sag your damn pants and act like a poet,
but I'm the last fucking man standing, and we both know it.
I owe it to myself to stay, but I hate myself, so I'm going away.
Following the stairway to heaven's great gates.
The light is a feather as in featherweight.
Whether right or wrong, I belong tonight,
and though I died alone, I awoke in paradise.
This is hard for me to say, but I've never felt alive until today.
Cry at my wake, pay a visit to my grave,
but I bet you didn't miss me the day before today.
I bet you didn't miss me the day before today...
I bet you didn't miss me the day before today...