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Clouds and thick darkness surround me, around me
I don't think that the Lord is still upon me.
It's 2AM, clock seems to be stopped
Retrogression of my life being screwed and chopped.
Head in my hands, tears runs down my cheek
I can't even speak, honestly I'm sad and weak.
Looking at the night sky, waiting for star to fall
The only thing in the world that is nobody's fault.
I just can't take it, do you know that feeling?
You may say, "kill yourself" - And I'm like, really?
Cause when everybody telling you'll die before you'll gain
You want run away from pain, cause You're tired of this game
Now everybody's looking and want something from me
Other people requierements are making me don't want be
High expactation, anticipation,
Adaptation to life's abominations.

Smoking cigarette, smoke is fillin my chest
Inhaling the posion, my lungs are pretty messed
Night overwhelms me, Satan wants to test me
Forsaken by God, fallen angel getting angry
Painkillers in my hand, damn thrillers in my head
Them days when society would rather see me dead
But I'm living, after bad night will be a good day
My mom was always saying that, and I'm still wanna pray
I remember being christian, I remember being good
Watching people who regain their faith and I wish I could.
Heart beating loud, with that smoke I feel like drowning
My mind is like a maze and I never stop running.
I lie to myself that soon I'll change
My own reflection to me seems really strange
What can I say? I'm not doing right
What can I do? I hate being Alone At Night.