DESCRIPTION:
A track off of Venia's album Victory by Surrender (2009). Copyright Open Grave Records. Venia is a female-fronted melodic metal band from Finland that incorporates elements of progressive metal, power metal, thrash metal, and even symphonic metal into their music. You can check out the band at these links: http://www.veniaband.com/ and http://www.myspace.com/veniaband/.

Lyrics:

I look at the world and wonder why it all exists
The complex of nature in all its perfection and all of its grace
Was all of this made by just an explosion?
The human being with all its love and emotions is all the creation of one big mistake?
A result of madness or of unknown fate?
The power to love, hate and to bring destruction
The mystery of growth, birth and of reproduction
When did it start? When will it be done?
Does all have a meaning and will I ever know?
I cry out to the emptiness
Reaching for my inner self
Looking for a glimpse of truth
All is silent, can't somebody help me?
I need to find peace of mind
Why should I only live and die as just another worthless child?
I can't get rid of the thought in my mind that says "why?"
Everyone's pushing their ready solution
Whether it's Buddha or just evolution
I can worship the living, I can worship the dead
But where will it lead me when I read the end?
The world has no answers to all of my questions
Only cheap lies and pathetic suggestions
I have made a decision, I will trust no one else and find the solution all by myself
I cry out to the emptiness...
Suddenly I felt a warmth in my heart
Someone has touched me and answered my call
I reach out to God above
Who showed me unconditional love
He is the creator of all
He heard my prayers and answered my call
I lift up Your name on high
For Your creation you have died
I now know who You made me to be
My heart is content, I have finally found my home