DESCRIPTION:
From the album "Subliminal Message"....Produced by Tech-D and Mr. Hookah.

Verse 1:
Speaking as a human living life simple
i never see the waves, i only see the ripples
timing is bad to create a future
the one thing i never had and i lose her
and i choose her, to help find my existence
pushing and pushing with much persistence
no response, i guess it means i lost
she found some happiness, but at a cost
i think i'm destined for nothin' but thuggin'
it pisses me off when i think of who she's fuckin'
and i'm duckin', dodgin' all her verbal fire
the complete opposite of what i did prior
i should take my ass right back to the shire
i feel small, might as well get higher
so tired of dealing with my loneliness
living with tendencies through most of this
life, the shit don't live up to the hype
when all i seem to do is fight, fight, fight
and i might, might, might lose vision and sight
if i keep starin' at those bright lights
at the end of the tunnel, chasing death
wonderin' when i'll take my last breath
and i'm wonderin', who will even care
if on the way to the top i fall down some stairs.

Hook(x2):
Confessions from a life sentence
thinkin' there's always something missin'
thinkin' it will never be better tomorrow
i gotta quit drowning my sorrows

Verse 2:
Sometimes shit has me feeling down
when i'm not as famous as "pants on the ground"
i'm lost, not to be found
searching for that new, defining sound
music has given me a voice
i can say what i want, it's all my choice
i work so hard and my friends resent it
cause i never chill, to busy handlin' business
hopefully one day they'll understand
when that day comes i'll extend my hand
than we can journey through life as a pack
tear shit up, watch the money stack
i still love "The Group" through it all
you're all the reason for my big balls
for me takin' a one in a million chance
for me never giving up my stance
three years ago i rapped at Kingside Park
at a time when i saw nothing but dark
was told it was awesome, stopped playing possum
wrote rhymes, got a mic, watched my voice blossom
through all my trials and tribulations
i still go hard, still a cocky caucasian
and i'll never stop the evolution of growth
pray for the day my family isn't broke

Hook(x2).