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LYRICS ARE ON MY MYSPACE BLOG

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Or go to http://www.myspace.com/vdoubleo

Intro

Verse 1

i aint a fucking punching bag or a pussy
so don't push me like im a sissy
i'm past pissed at this shit already man
my missiles are ready
and so
how many episodes and shows of us crying are required
to prove the love we had, without it I'm dying
but fuck all that, lovey dovey was yesterday
it got pissed away, i got some other shit that its best that i say
so with no further delay, I'm just gon' serve you a blade
it done cut my chest already, hopefully it gives you a shave

i always said the sky's the limit with you, still its the truth
but never saw the stratospheric evils that you could do, to me
To think you'd try to cut me off for no reason
After my efforts and money kept you in food for the eating
And who could it be then, Captain Save-a-Ho
with a cape and 'fro, and I'm chasing this ho, I'm just disgracing me yo
And still I came to patch and mend it, too pussy to end it
too wussy to see we just shouldn't be, its not recommended

Made you cry and smile again, so cue the new violins
And invite your friends to tell em Double is the bad guy again
But I don't accuse you of shit, I keep my views to my hip
I holster them, don't let a bullet from this gun i got slip
And though I'm sick of this shit, I leave you smiling
all the while I'm just bracing myself, caging for this pain thats inside
Like I'm misplacing my pride, too many loop the loops now I'm sick
and its time you had a ticket, get yo ass on this ride

But prior to that we had another moment to fix it
Its ridiculous how I could picture us happy now isn't it?
But we talked it over, remember that?
I thought we had chance to shine but it was never that
Just a mirage in a desert of shit, I'm so fucking glad i can spit
to show you how intricately you hurt me, how fucked up it is
But I ain't slitting these wrist, I'm never bending backwards
to mend your actions
I'm just reacting man I'm cocked and attacking

Hook

I feel Crazy
Like I went and died inside, survived on lies
but now i gotta find my pride
I Feel like jumping in some moving traffic and chilling
Awaiting a killing, I hope you see yourself as the villain

Verse 2

You told me we could grow old and grey together, to stay forever
Hold on tight be brave and then face the weather, i listened
I took you out to dinner and made you smile so brightly it excited me
To see you not trying to fight me
And then you looked me in the eye brought a smile to my face took me in an embrace
and it made me feel so happy and safe
But then you drop a bomb that blew the happy look off my face
Your man was waiting at your home less than a mile away

I took you back immediately it really hit me
that V was just convenient, its sickly you'd try to stick me but fuck you did it
I couldn't even stop my body from shaking, like something awakened
and I'm just tryna stop me from hating you both
Even when he looked out the window and saw what we were doing
you lied to him To keep you baby from screwing
Pushing me away and lying like a whore in the street
I bet the fucking fool thought were so adoring and sweet

And still I told you it's forgiven, must have made you this way
And being cruel and bitchy helps you handle all this dismay
What a fool I was ay? You started crying , got me again
So then I kissed you, like we used to kiss way back in the when
And it was beautiful to be with you, to see you through
what people do to you and make you feel you need to be a bitch to see it through
But here's the truth, you used me like when I use the booth
And put the mic to my lips like what i spit's constantly the truth

I went home
Sent a text to your damn phone, making sure you were ok
Throw me a damn bone
I figured we'd move on and start it again
Said I wanted to see ya, What you doing on the weekend?
You said ah busy busy busy, I promise its work
Havent got a moment to myself, I'm so busy it hurts
But now the jig is up the truth has come in
You were with him, fuck your lies and fuck the web that you spin

Hook

For the rest of the lyrics go to:

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Or go to http://www.myspace.com/vdoubleo