DESCRIPTION:
Field recorded video song all filmed and recorded on location.
Download https://odamesucks.bandcamp.com/track/lost-in-the-floor

Never mind this mind of mine takes to much time to mend
Partition pieces till I can't find a thing and then the pain may end
So many things floating around up there my conciseness I hope is not beyond repair
It's useless to try I know it makes no sense but I can't let go

It's been so long sense I've been home the ground just seems to disappear
And I can't remember anything at all
My blood draws blood and with that piece of heart cuts deeper still
Why am I the one on call

I can't refer to your precedent it's never enough and I'm codependent
The cycle is strong well stronger than me it's not my strength it takes but I think I'm an asshole
If I make it clear somehow you don't hear and you just act uncomfortable
So what the fuck am I to do when I'm so damn tired

I'm living with a scared kid
Who answers to only you
He hides behind open doors
Lost in the floor Lost in the ceiling

A trivial ritual of denial

Pretend the essence of my arrival

Makes the days I say suicidal

ideas are worth the while

All the while

Hardwood soft carpet and tile

The fragments to design the mind of a child

Hidden gems remnants in a lense

Rods and cones a retina that bends

Trying to focus on a past to fix the now

Dependant on myself finally

I'm lost again somehow .