DESCRIPTION:
A song about a troubled high-school girl turning to prostitution... enjoy! Lyrics (including English) are in the captions~ Don't judge the translation too harshly~

Enkou Shoujo ~Rikujoubu Yukki no Baai~ OST
歌詞(Song name)：null
歌(Vocal)：茶太 (Chata)
作詞(Arrangement)：丘野塔也(Okano Tohya)
作曲(Composer)：どんまる (Donmaru)

https://vndb.org/v17048

Lyrics:

A 3 AM mistake, I erase it with a drug
Preventing an incident in the future, bye bye
Dizzy from the side effects
Nauseous and bleeding
The sofa smells moldy, I want to cry but I can't
My lungs are dry
As if they're filled with sand
Bits of life and nails are flowing from the wound

My mother died in a fire
My father is a drunk
I went to a weird dentist who cost an awful lot
I don't want to go there ever again
Trying to escape from my troubles
Constantly hear part-time job offers
Even when I try to close my ears
And so I say
"Yeah, sure"

Fake school uniforms and color contacts
Delete tweets
Delete accounts
Huh, I wonder why it's called that?
Seriously, what is this place?
Do I have nowhere else to go?
The sky is black, it's raining, no umbrella
Feels like the end of the world
A neon sign shines alluringly
"High paying job"

I'm probably not going to go there

A corrupt voice
Echoed within my mind
"Why are you like this?"
I feel empty
Organs, desire, urges, throbbing
I don't care
What happens to me anymore

Sleep is the only peace I have
Dried blood from the bite mark on my chest
He pats my head, smiles, gives me the money
My eyes well up with tears
There's no escape for me
Then I met you
Nauseous, hopeless, isolated
Is that why I want us to be together?

Didn't sync the phone and erased the data
I cover up my tracks
I don't feel liberated
My body is heavy
Every step I take makes me sick
As if from the alcohol I didn't drink
The hands of the clock are spinning
I can't go on by myself
Now I've finally
Realized that

Hurting
You're hurting
Hurting beside me
Here, you're here
Right here
I can definitely feel your warmth
Hey, does it hurt?
Does it hurt?
Hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt?
I wonder if I'll stay here
Clouds, a leaky roof, a jammed intersection
The sound of a drunk collapsing

I guess I really don't need to go anywhere

A corrupt voice
Echoed within my mind
"Why are you like this?"
I feel empty
Organs, desire, urges, throbbing
I don't care
What happens to me anymore

深夜３時の過ち　お薬でちゃらにして
可能性をなくして　未来に、ばいばい
副作用でふらふら　吐き気と鮮血
カビ臭いソファの上じゃ　涙も出てこないや
胸の中乾ききって　まるで砂を詰めたよう
傷跡からこぼれる　いのちと爪のかけら

ママは死んで灰になって　パパはお酒でハイになって
わたし変な歯医者いって　やけにお金とられて
もう二度と行きたくないな
嫌なことからは逃げだっそう
学校バイトサークル部活　耳を閉じても聞こえてくるよ
お返事は元気に　はいよろこんで

つけまにカラコン　制服着てなんちゃって
ツイ消し　垢消し
あれ、なんでこの名前にしたんだっけ？
ほんとの私どこにいるのでしょうか？
どこにもいないのでしょうか？　
空は真っ黒、雨降り傘もなくて
この世の終わりみたい
甘いネオンまたたく　高収入バイト　きらきら

とてもあそこまで　いけそうもないや

濁った声がいま聞こえた　身体の奥まで響いた
きみはどうしているの？　わたしの中はからっぽで
内臓、欲望、衝動、鼓動
なんでも受け入れられる　そんな気がする

安らかにお眠り　それだけがお祈り
胸に歯の痕　うっすらにじむ鬱血
髪なでられ慰め　にっこり笑う現金
それでこぼす涙目　救いようがないよね
君と出会ってへらへら　期待はずれ仲間はずれ
だから一緒になりたいのかな


スマホの同期ミスして思い出吹き消し
きれいに無くす足跡
開放感かんじない　身体はひどく重いまま
歩くたびにめまい　飲めないお酒むかむか
時計の針ぐるぐる　一人じゃ生きられないや
いまになってやっと　そう気づいたんだ

いたよ　君がいたよ　側にいたよ
いて　君がいて　ここにいて
確かに感じたぬくもり
ねえ　いたい？　痛い？
痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い…？
わたしはここにいたのでしょうか？
濁った雨漏り　交差点ぱんぱん
倒れ込む酔っぱらい　ばたんどさ

とてもここから　動けそうもないや

濁った声がいま聞こえた　身体の奥まで響いた
きみはどうしているの？　わたしの中はからっぽで
内臓、欲望、衝動、鼓動
なんでも受け入れられる　そんな気がする