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Lyrics:
Its like you knew the whole time by the way you were watching me
we were treating each other like property
and I cant give the whole blame for what its worth
I was never one for conversation when shits at its worst
but I would've died for you hell I fucking survived for you
If it weren't for you I would've fucking died
at the bottom of the pill bottle that I used to use
but God damn now i feel so fucking abused

The fuck happened to us
its like love turned to lust
and now everytime I see you it hurts so fucking much
but I just put on every single day
and hope to god I dont lose it day after day

Im in the love with the idea of us
You lost your mind when our bond was turned to dust
so now imagine my pain
I just wanna live my life again
I aint gone soft
just wanna brush the dirt off
so

Why is it that we go back and forth with this shit
is it because we got pissed off
or is it because we both stopped trying oh shit well thats it
isnt it?
well then shit, you couldve spoke up then or quit it
but you drug it out like scarface
im burying this relation ship like jimmy hoffa
cause its never goin be found again
layin the hatchet down
but I aint burying it
I still have one too many beefs to manage
so get hit with this simile
Im like the epitome of what you wanted me to be
but its not my fault you pushed me to the edge
and I embraced it and jumped myself
took my shots and faced it
like a man and you hate it
but I guess thats what life does
it throws us off course and expects us to manage
but I got back up on my feet a little quicker than you
what the hell was i supposed to do?


Ive got so many eyes looking up to me
so I cant show the pain that Im feeling
Gotta be stronger than ive ever been
but this is more stress than Ive ever seen
im shaking and im falling to the ground like a comet you see
ive never been one for controversey
but these feelings inside me
i just cant hold in any longer
dark clouds linger above me
With every word i grow stronger
Like a knight Ive got armour
hearts ice like the water

colder? Im Antarctic
angry? just dont bother
angry at my life im
madder than the hatter
thats why they call me
delerium you see
cause im crazy
you people dont understand me
when im spitting
these rhymes represent me
thats just me venting
may not be from the hood
but that wont fucking stop me
I guess this dream may not be
as unacheivable as it seems


Instrumentals Produced by: Tunna Beatz
Vocals Produced by: Trevor Thelen