DESCRIPTION:
The final single ever released by Stryk Nine."The Life I Want" - Single. Recorded & mixed by Rob Gil & Stryk Nine. Mastered by Jay Frigoletto. All Rights Reserved 2011.

"The Life I Want"
Music by: Matty Colon, Justin Murphy, Artie Carvalho, Jim Morel, Jeremy Kaplan, & TJ Morris.
Lyrics by Matty Colon

Debris falling around me
Its so hard to be alone
When pain is all you know
Cannot make sense with what your saying
Do you hear yourself when you lie?

I Cannot fall Asleep
(I Cannot fall asleep)
Still miss her in my dreams
(Still miss her in my dreams)
And I know what my heart needs
(I know what my heart needs)
So finally, Ill be happy
(why cant I be happy? X4)
(why cant X4)

Your eyes ripping right through me
How can I go on alone?
With a heart I barely own
(And you gave me this gift that I can never open
and I can never see what you left inside)
What’s Inside?

I am not living the life you think im living
But still not living, living the life I want
I’ve been given the life I want to live in
But you have taken back the life I want

I cannot fall asleep
(I cannot fall asleep)
Still wants me in my dreams
(She wants me in my dreams)
And I can barely eat
(I can now barely eat)
What has she done to me?
(What has she done to me? X4)
(What has X4)
(There is so much left to our story that will never be written
We began building these tracks but we never finished
But I will pull through, because its my only option
So I must learn to see, and I must learn to dream)
I must learn to see
I must learn to eat
I must re learn to Dream

I Can now Fall Asleep
(I can now fall asleep)
These were deceiving dreams
(These are deceiving dreams)
Now I can clearly see
(Now I can Clearly see)
That She never really loved me
(When can I be Happy? X4)
(Happy, if she, loved me)

I am not living the life you think im living
know your not living, the life you really want
(I stand, I fall, but cannot fall asleep
Until you can finally be honest with me)