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Hey guys, this is one of the first tracks that I wrote the lyrics to.

The original song is Hailie's Song by Eminem off the album "The Eminem Show"

Hope you all like and rate/comment if you like and please leave your feeedback!

Special thanks goes to RPDProductionsIE for producing the actual beat.

Lyrics:
There was a time in my life, when my heart used to be so cold
Whenver people tried getting close, it was something i couldnt hold
just when i was ready to fold and throw away the cards
you came into my life like a shining beacon in the dark
I remember it was crazy, like i was on a trip
my mind couldnt focus and just when i thought i would flip
i think of the times, when we used to be so close together
of the times when we both thought it would last forever
but lifes a bitch man, thats what everyone tells ya
so its no surprise that i couldnt keep a hold on ya
drifting apart like two paper boats on the sea
but we both couldnt see that this would happen eventually
my heart was torn in two, my mind wasnt straight
should i have done this sooner, or just told you to wait
but of cousrse its to late now, we've gone our seperate ways
but i still think of you once or twice during the days



God I feel so pathetic, but how can i ever deny
these emotions in my heart they just wont fuckin die
its been a year and a couple months, at least thats what i think
a year and two since i thought we were the perfect link
shit why did those feelings have to go away
the feeling that i was on top of the world and it was all ok
seriously i dont even know what happened really
now that i think back its really kind of silly
but its not really a joke to me no more, its liek a part of me
a part that i keep tucked away so nobody can see
concealing makes it worse, but i think im jsut too weak
cuz it all looks so bleak, i think ill just freak
why is this still even on my brain, am i going insane
or is it really you that i should put my blame
or do i really deserve it just the same
ALl i know is your heart wasnt mine to claim, now im sayin


Now im just doing this to vent, in the form of a rap
but even while im doing this, the thoughts come up liek a slap
is this really that important, for my body to be so consumed
on just the thought of you, and the feelings that i assumed
were true, but obviously reality is something that i cant grip
everytime i think im close to it i just fall and slip
man it makes me pissed, how close i was to making it
i should made the right choices before it all fell to shit
i felt so ignored, the months after you let go of me
it was as if u struck me down, something i couldnt believe
i wasnt prepared for the storm, so u blew me away
liek a hurricane that day when you told me to go away
was i really that insufficient, were my efforts all in vain
to keep you by my side and keep you dry from the rain
am i just another guy for you do fuck around with
and was i right in believeing our bond was a myth?
man honestly, it just doesnt make any sense whenever i try
the pieces dont fit at all and im always wondering why
but man i know this aint worth my time, especially after all of this
cuz you kno what they say, that ignoreance is bliss
i couldnt agree more, if only i never met you
if only i could have walked on from you because i knew
that this shit would happen and it all happend so fast
but from he past i should have guessed that this would have never lasted
man im constantly hoping, thats pretty stupid of me to do
especially after all the shit that youve put me through
but all i can do now is sit here spit
the memories and words that are now lit
inside of me, its like a raging fire that i cant control
the laughs tears sadeness and joy that all unfurled
all because i decided to let the feelings out
the ones i still to this day know nothing about
ill try to grin and bear it, not let it get to me at all
but it think its too late for that now, cuz ive already
taken the fall
I hope youll see that I meant all the things i told you
but what does it matter, its as if you never knew