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Lyrics

Lately I've been laying down sleeping all my pain away
Even when it's hot and sunny it feel's like a rainy day
Lately lights been hurting it feels like no one can save me, great, but that's the price you pay when you trust someone else to stay with faith

I must understand people now ain't built like me
Lying through their teeth is not a problem, but it is for me
Even though I'm alive it's inside where I feel deceased,I put my trust in someone else and now I'm bout to free the beast
I did it once and I will never again
People take kindness for weakness and try to hide what they can
Cause they ashamed of what they did but that's the person they is
I'd rather be depressed with no one than be lied to again

I'm tired of all this hurting, hurting
No one ever deserves it, deserves it
Inside I feel like I'm burning, burning
And now you make me feel worthless

Now life's a gamble you never what you're gonna get
Feel like the stress of life is never gonna end
You gotta find you're peace cause the lessons never end
I feel like I felt heaven and been through hell and I ain't even dead

I got issues, issues, but you don't know what I've been through, been through
I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse
But theres a lot I hold into, into
And I've been holding in this pain
I noticed lately it's been getting in the way
I pray to lord every night just to give me strength, then I fucking pray to god that nobody can relate
No one deserves this

My minds racing moving miles a minute, so many thoughts running through it but I gotta stay in it
I set my goals, I've been working I've been dying to get it
I don't care if I'm crying I'm gonna cry till I finish

Yeah, I'll change lives inspire the great minds that listen but having trouble emerging, it takes time
Keep moving through all the hurting its worth it, embrace life
You only get one of them so be strong and make time
And I be working all these roundships
Some god moving fast never downs you
And all the ones that did me dirty they be drowning
In regret cause I leveled up without them

I got his issues, issues, but you don't know what I've been through, been through
I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse
But theres a lot I hold into, into
And I've been holding in this pain
I noticed lately it's been getting in the way
I pray to lord every night just to give me strength, then I fucking pray to god that nobody can relate
No one deserves this

You once were a blessing
But you turn to the less one, the second you started treating me different leaving me guessing
I don't put up with bullshit, guess it's on to the next one
I know there's better thing's coming now I see you're not that special
Lately lifes been like point guard, dishing me dimes
Left and right these bitches itching to be getting what's mine
I cut them off, fuck em all, move them all to the side
Cause now I know they nothing but toxic to the grind

Now I made memories with people who sadly are now just memories
All cause they ignored how much they really fucking meant to me
Now it's all I think about it fucks me up mentally
Keeps me up at night and through the day I just pretend to be
Unfazed by the past but I ain't gonna lie though
Everthing that happens still plays through my mind though
Vivid pictures running through my head like a slideshow
Worse cause I can see them even better with my eyes closed

Now I know the type to keep out, the same ones who doubted me but now say they proud
Fuck your bullshit you ain't got a lot to say now
Get to stepping don't let the door hit you on the way out