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I pack my bags & say goodbye to my wife for what seems like the millionth time. They said it gets easier, but they lied. She looks at me & says "really baby, I will be just fine," but then she looks away so I don't have to see her cry. And that is when I ask myself; how am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, because I left my heart at home. She needs me, but I know they need me too. So God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do. Really I'm so thankful for the people I meet, the places I've been & the things I've seen, but when she's not here it doesn't feel like I'm living my dream. I know they say that no one is perfect, but I swear she's perfect for me and that makes it so much harder to leave. How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, because I left my heart at home. She needs me, but I know they need me too. So God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do. If you miss me, I'm just a phone call away. Please be strong, be strong for me. I need you to show me how to change the inside of me. For my heart, for their sake. Be strong, be strong for me! How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, so alone! How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, because I left my heart at home. She needs me, but I know they need me too. So God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do.