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Don't be concerned, sometimes I just need to get things out of my mind & share.

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Sometimes I just think I'd be better if this car crashed.
It's kind of a morbid thought, but I cannot ignore how I feel.
I cannot make myself accept something I don't believe.
I've got to thinking a lot & I think that is my problem.
A man once said, "the more knowledge you have the more depressed you are" and I'm beginning to think just that.
I doubt religion but hold on to spirituality because when all is said and done its the only thing I have to fall back on after I depart.
maybe I'm just a coward. But right now being a coward seems a hell of a lot better than to be a vessel subjected to damnation.
But then I see the people I love, I feel nature as it looks back upon me; I partake in the chores I find valuable; & everything, in those moments, seems to be perfect - it seems to the make the world out to be a much better place than what I naturally think.
But it doesn't last long.

Song credit to Thomas Newman, creator of Any Other Name (this song)