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Love cuts

Lauren Michaels & Josh Wright

Today was the day Josh said he was going to marry me. He always had trouble keeping secrets. The goofball ruined the surprise, he said he'll make it up to me tomorrow. My family says I need help, but to be honest I couldn't be happier. They tell me I need to let go, but I can't and I never will. See the thing is, Josh died a month ago. I found out I can only see him when I cut myself and bleed, if I bleed enough I can sometimes touch him. I only found this out because, well it's embarrassing but i tried to kill myself. Boy, did Josh give me an ear full. We joke around saying we're so in love not even death can keep us apart. He tells me to take it easy with the bleeding sometimes, but it's too hard, I need him. I guess we endure the most pain to be with the ones we love. I'll gladly share my life with you. Now, always and forever, until the end.

Music: Ellie Goulding
Song: Love Me Like You Do