DESCRIPTION:
From the album "A Bitter Harvest" (2009)...

Lyrics:

The worst feeling that I've ever known That's what i been feeling today
I'm all outta drugs and all outta hope, lord take this toxic feeling away
cause it's hard coming home to an empty house

The dog I had I put him to rest cause he tore up the dog the girl next door
And now I got to live with that, I feel as bad as if I killed my own paw
And it's hard coming home to an empty house

I wish I had the courage to slit my fucking throat
Wish I had a bail of that good ole fashion dope
Cause it's hard coming home to an empty house

And every day that passes away, i might as well be falling down stairs
I don't wanna go to heaven, I don't wanna go to hell
Lord just let me keep on going no where
Cause it's hard coming home to an empty house

I lock my doors and close my blinds and then I just sit here all night
I try to sleep but i stay awake, I know theres something bout me not right
And it's hard coming home to an empty house

Wish I had the courage to slit my fucking throat
Wish I had a bail of that good ole' fashion dope
Cause it's hard coming home to an empty house
Lord it's hard coming home to an empty house