DESCRIPTION:
(For Yun and Korpi)
Interlock - Cause from Crisis/Reinvention


I'm bleeding. I'm wasting breath
I'm losing. I'm less than where i was before
Streams of the last words
Cause for this memory
Turning, infecting me
Wasting, containing me
I'll strike the balance
Move to give up doubt
Sworn to move from silence
But reprisal will have its course
Why doubt the voices.they would have me stay
Begging me to change. they would have me stay
With bloodless hearts. they would have me stay
They reach for my end. they would have me stay
Stay.for fear of contact
Stay.and hear other's words
Stay.for fear of who i am now
Stay.and stand the tidings down
All that waiting could havr brought
The promise of safety in an unlocked door
The thought of remorse for the sake of leaving
Left staring at the spaces where the love has been
Why doubt the voices.they would have me stay
Begging me to change. they would have me stay
With bloodless hearts. they would have me stay
They reach for my end. they would have me stay
Stay.for fear of contact
Stay.and hear other's words
Stay.for fear of who i am now
Stay.and stand the tidings down
Something –to nothing
Everything –to emptiness
I'm without my conscience here
And i'm not sure what is mine
No matter what's outside
I'm still the same in my head
No space to evaluate
No time to pull myself back up
No room left for rationale
No way to reign my thoughts back in
Drawn to the quiet harm
I'll the dreaming have its way
In rest the habit of forgetting perfected
Where past faults are given light
I'd raise my hopes, i'd force myself through
I'd push for all the faith i can
In the ways that seem so far from sense
If only for a second of clear thought
But the reasons for falling outweigh the climb
Things here lead me to my end
(all i've left)
And press towards a simple answer
(what i've come to)
Conditions could change with a deeper cut
(carry it through)
Conclusion is a heartbeat away
What f***ing solution ?
Is this all i get ?
Another smile. Another pill
If this is as far as it gets without a resolution ?
Sit back and prepare for the end that will never be
(i can't feel this way anymore)
Lie back and wait for the release that will never come
(i won't feel this way anymore)