The Monster I've Become- Point of view pessimistic I feed cause I have to Watch you die inside and become what I always hide Just to spite all of you I become everything I hate Impatient intolerant apathetic I don't want to tell you all the things I've done and seen Had it all threw away true love Killed enough to last a life in hell With misanthropy everyone is the enemy Manipulate and decieve cause misery loves company Pathologic and neurotic I creep behind See your structure find your weakness when the time is right Slowly poison you from the inside I create a new puppet So that anyone can see The monster I've become Putting behind me I've killed humble I've killed my conscious Climbing the faces of my loved ones and strangers Peeling the flesh from mankind The throne I stole was from god Perception of reality I slip the truth out while you dream Your dream becomes a nightmare awake in a state so crippling Dripping with insanity that you break eventually Your life stolen from you your body rots as your consumed Committing blasphemy in heresy of thy father Taking after my father what I have created I can destroy A vegetable state the world you knew is gone Destroyed left in ruins making you the outcast enemy of what's left The machines goal is to create misery This world's so sickening that it shakes the fabric of my soul I can't say that I have no regrets But I can say that I have enough time left to repent.
