DESCRIPTION:
Didn't find the song on YT - so I uploaded it.

Lyrics:

I can't unwind the time left behind
It's hard to find words to define
Feel the wind graze my face
Reminding me of a better place
Erase the rain that came
And face the world of pain
Driving me insane
Mad thoughts, blood clots
Trapped in my brain
Indecision in my vision
Caught in superstition with a premonition
That you're missin' everything there is

I'm tired of the mess, tired of the stress
Wishing for death roaming endless
Overwhelmed by the sadness
Loneliness, emptiness buried inside
I get weak as my hope dies
Can't survive, can't flee with the darkness
Surrounding me constantly
I can't see or touch
It's too much, it's enough, situation too rough
So I give up not giving up

I'm holding on for better days
Does anybody care?
I'm sick of all this pain inside
But tomorrow will be a better day

I fall when I stride 'cause it hurts inside
Everything I can't see, everything reminds me
Every time I close my eyes I see the waves break
Spitting in my skull, drowning out my world
It's pressure that I can't take
Happiness I can't fake
Emptiness I can't shake
Every time my heart breaks
Hard to embrace, so hard to chase
As I'm running in place, I'm losing the race

Walking through darkness with each step
Stepping closer to death, there's nothing left
The emptiness which dwells deep in my chest
It won't rest, the madness
Confusing, I'm losing it, choosing it
Can't seem to leave
Can't seem to hide, so I cover my eyes
And then I realize reality
The world is against me and all of my ways
So I dream for better days

I'm holding on for better days
Does anybody care?
I'm sick of all this pain inside
But tomorrow will be a better day