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SHARE THIS VIDEO - Official video for "How To Tie Noose 2" by Australian rapper Christian James AKA Boi Blue. Follow at: https://www.facebook.com/boibluey

All Music and Visuals produced and edited by Christian James
Filmed by Baden Knight (B.D.K)
Make up by Alexandra Bret Harvey

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- How To Tie A Noose 2

Yeah I was 15, my real best friend was pronounced dead
and ever since then, something loose in my head
that's where it all started, started becoming cold hearted
I hate the fucking world, I’ll take this weed and I spark it
lonely kid, I only mind my own business
fuck god he’s a cunt, I don’t need him as a witness to this
depressed as fuck and no I just can’t get over it
yeah I’m messed up, I don’t want none of this sober shit

weed, caffeine, nicotine and cough medicine
but no fucking amphetamines I can’t take the adrenalin
that shit makes think so way too fucking much
I can’t even drink with out losing my clutch
with out losing my touch cause I’m losing my grip
and every cunt I wanna punch cause I’m losing my shit
when I’m blazed life’s bliss, I wasn’t raised like this
I was betrayed over my days so I was made like this

Never thought that I could ever feel a pain like this
I’ve been dragged to the bottom feeling chained like shit
any time I go to get up i just lose my grip
I never asked for any help but still I get the opposite
the glow that was inside of me I feel it start melt
that light couldn't stay bright, not with all the shit I’ve felt
anybody trying to take me out , I’ll word you up quickly
If I’m going to drown I’m going to drag you down with me

For all the fucking people who said they were down with me
where the fuck were you? cause I been feeling so empty
don’t need two hands to count my friends,
i used to have plenty
when it comes to plans to make amends,
no I don’t have any
my only plan is to watch the friends that I make man
neck my fucking self before I make the same mistake again
I’m a be proud, wear these scars that I’m given
got a promise to my mum and dad
I’m a out live them


I wont be the one, thats left hanging loose
I’ll be the fucking nightmare sleeping in the truth
the guilt that you feel for the trust that you abuse
I want to be the reason for the sleep that you lose
I wont be the one, thats left hanging loose
I’ll be the fucking nightmare sleeping in the truth
when the static kicks in and it's all old news
I want to be the one to show you how to tie a noose

When I was 23 yeah my life slipped into shit
It’s all old news man and I’m not getting into it
I tried to move on, I even met a new chick
come to find out that she was just another lying bitch
now I’m 26 man, I still feel the same
yeah I’m my fucking own person,
but I’ve got two to blame
when your fucking “chick”
runs off with one of your best mates 
whats fucking left to feel?
and whats fucking left to say?

Fuck it, best to both of you,
could never be close to you
hope you have a kid, fuck it,
you can even name it blue
couldn’t give a fuck for what two dogs do
I hope the little cunt reminds you
of what you put me through
I hope you go and fall in love
I know it’s got to be the worst
I hope it kills you inside
to know that I had her first
fuck it your a dog, cunt
you can have my fucking scraps
cause I can tell you right now,
that I’m more than done with that

And I’m more than done with you, 
no longer welcome in my life
and now u want to try and tell me
how to fucking live it right? wrong,
don’t worry about the weed
don’t worry about the bongs
worry when I’m famous
I’ll be showing the world in a song
I’m going to make you fucking know
that what you did was wrong
and now I know
I should have never trusted you all along
what the fuck is wrong with you?
you've always wanted what I got
well guess what?
I’m a always be everything your not

Cunt you can’t even tie a knot
and yeah, your damn right
I fucking lost the plot,
your damn right I’m fucking high man
I lost my fucking mind man,
but I refuse to be your victim
no, not this time man,

We’ve been “bro’s"..
we’ve been close since we were kids
but I never knew
you could reach a low like this
If you wanna play that game,
I’ll show you what low is
Cause you will never know low,
until you felt low like this..


- Christian James