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i've been setting fire to every shitty thought in my head.
but the battles been remembering what was wrong with what i said.
now im moving out and selling all my stuff to meet ends.
maybe i should think twice before i piss you off again.
but my mind is soooo gone, i keep repeating my dumb antics.
my stance against yer president has got me acting fucking frantic.
and im about to ignite this flame to everything i own.
paranoid, i need to die and then hide my soul
i don't trust you, bartenders, cops, feds, doctors and bankers.
no thanks, but i'd rather fend for my own protection and health.

i got no fucking sentiment towards politics and your views of heaven,
im the opposite of what you've ever liked and represent.
its too bad we don't attract, but im not that sensitive.
i won't cry, even though i tried to change my life to be friends.
i sold out for love, and for a moment we had something,
but nothing enough to wreck the walls of this world.
its stupid i know, but im waiting for a jewel.
i've been obsessed finding her since the moment i killed you.
its a metaphor of course so don't bring me to court,
cuz that systems worse than voting for electoral votes.
I gave it a try, cuz you wanted my head checked
but the doc said i needed drugs, therapy, and the 12 steps.
i don't have time or money for any of those, and its funny,
when he asked for a grand for the consult i just took off running.
im doing good, and getting work done now more surely.
cuz rudie never fails, so i signed it yours truly.