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*Message from me in the desc*

Edited by Br0wn.
http://www.youtube.com/user/TheBr0wn57

Songs are:
Don't Wanna Know by A-lusion
The Things We Do For Wub by YourEnigma
I Know That I'll Make It Through by YourEnigma

So this is it.
One year of shuffling. One year of constantly trying to improve my dancing, making friends in the community, and showing off at the occasional con rave.
The results are less than impressive, eh?

As I was watching this video before uploading it, I felt... something. I was angry; angry that it came out looking so bad (not the video, the shuffling itself). More than that though? I was disappointed. Disappointed in myself, mostly.

Over the course of the last few months I lost sight of why I dance. Originally, it was a way to have fun at convention dances. Then I joined on the forums and it became a way to socialize with people. Rather unfortunately, however, it went from that into hoping to please the people that watch my videos. Always have to put out the best that I can. Don't want to let down my subscribers, right?

Shuffling turned from something that I loved doing into a chore.
The kid in me hates chores.

Right before uploading this I finally felt angry enough that I just wanted to dance to let it all out. I didn't record it, that would defeat the purpose of the dance. I can honestly say it's the best that I've ever shuffled, too. Not because I could perfectly pull off every trick in the known universe; not because I kept perfectly on beat; but because I had fun while doing it. I was actually smiling while I danced, which is something that has NEVER happened before for me.

So, everyone, thanks for a year of shuffling and 100 subs. Right now, though? I need a break.

As of now I'm going on indefinite hiatus. I might post a new video tomorrow, a week, a month... just depends on how I'm feeling I guess.

So good morning, good evening, good whatever time it is where you are right now. This is McSquid, signing out.