DESCRIPTION:
Album "How Will I Laugh Tomorrow When I Can't Even Smile Today?" (1988).
Lyrics:

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help, no one's around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion, but how could I explain (how can I explain?)
Kind of like the scent of a rose
With words I can't explain, the same with my pain
Caught up in emotion, goes over my head (goes over my head!)
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
Am I living or am I dead?

The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
Some were good most were bad

I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all I find
Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony; through my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry (will you wipe away my tears?)
And if I'm gonna die (Lord please take away my fear)
Before I drown in sorrow (I just want to say)
How will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today?
(Today today) when I can't even smile today
(Today today) when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow (when I can't even smile today?)
How will I laugh tomorrow (when I can't even smile today?)



You think something's funny? Laugh at this!




So when I look outside my room, I see the world, but not the reason
What is done to me is not fair; you call it pain I call it treason
But I don't know what to do, give me a sign I'll take whatever
But if you want me here I am, ain't gonna die forever

And I tried to warn ya, but you just turned away
And I tried to tell ya, but not a word I say
I cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears
I gave you all the signs, but you ignored my tears

So if you want me here I am; I sit here waiting for your decision
But my body fights my mind; they're headed straight for a collision
So am I getting near, or am I still looking in all the wrong places
But the only thing that seems to change are the looks on your faces

Doesn't anyone...seems like no one cares at all

I search for personality and look for things I cannot see
[Like no one cares at all] (Does anyone even care at all?)
Love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all I find
[Like no one cares at all] (Seems like no one cares at all)
Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
[Like no one cares at all] (Does anyone even care at all?)
Lies and hate and agony; thru my eyes that's all I see
[Like no one cares at all, like no one cares at all]
(Seems like no one cares at all)

How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today?
(Today today) when I can't even smile today
(Today today) when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow (when I can't even smile today?)
How will I laugh tomorrow (when I can't even smile today?)


Mike Muir – vocals
Rocky George – guitar
R.J. Herrera – drums
Mike Clark – guitar
Bob Heathcote – Bass