DESCRIPTION:
Death/grind band from Nederland Colorado, featuring ex-members of Hideous Corpse.
Track is taken from their EP Urine Garden released in 1993.

Lyrics:

Subconscious beckoning me
A stress conceived hallucination
Enduring a time of peace
Relinquish my soul to the timeless void

I walk a path, a path I've learned to accept
There is no equilibrium, I can't and wont be redeemed
An image of Christ appears, soon only to fade away
The confusion is overwhelming
I wonder if others suffer my indignity

Reborn - cessation, my mind's my enemy
Observe yourself, commit the act of self-induced sodomy
All I see are corpses, molestation and my flesh bleeds
Humiliation - You can't deny what your conscious sees

I'm walking down the same path the normal walk
Tormented, possibly falling prey again to my sex addiction
Why do I choose to copulate unto myself?
Why do I choose to rape my helpless sleeping body?

Smell the burning bodies
Taste the sperm of angels forcibly
Vomit semen into the hands of the weak

Reach to grasp my hand, alive
Mirror image soul burns
Into the portal I see Gomorrah
Rape observed by angels, lord?

Raping me
Sickening ecstasy
I'm cumming now
Into my own body

Wake from this horrible dream
Spitting cum
Why does my anus bleed?
Was it a dream?

Trapped in my own mind
The rape I fear I'm cursed to suffer
A demon perhaps infiltrating me
I'm forced to ejaculate into my own mouth
The mind is strange, or are spirits real?

Discharge, drowning me
The stench of immorality burning
There's only one way to suppress this image
Become one with myself in the spirit world

I'm walking down the same path the normal walk
Tormented, possibly falling prey again to my sex addiction
Why do I choose to copulate unto myself?
Why do I choose to rape my dead body?

See the light
Save my soul
Expose my penis
Expelled from paradise