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As it says in the video, as far as i'm concerned this will be my last song, i just don't have the support i need. All these people keep telling me they are going to help get moving with this music but none of them stick to their word, so i'm left constantly waiting. Anyone that actually would help would end up costing me a fortune, money that i just can't make so im stuck. I mean music is my life, its what i've always wanted to do for a living but i got to face the facts, that people are just flakes now adays, the only person that would actually help me is Rhianna, and she would have booked me shows if i was able to buy leases and make CD's and that could have been my foot in the door, but the rest of you flaked on me after saying you would help. ANYWAYS this will be my last video for now, for those of you subscribed to my channel, Thank you so much for being there waiting for the next song to come out i really appreciate that you had my back, sincerely Lo Sic Vibe

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Im the sinner, the beginner, run ahead of the game tryin ta be a winner, but my heart is shattered and splinter, i cant make up my mind try to get back the missing time, the feeling crawling inside of the rhyme.

I cant erase mistakes, this darkness is what i cant shake, the feeling of solitude remembers my heart used to break. im feeling slightly demonic, surrounded by thoughts of my hate. try to forget the struggle but the pain is sealing my fate.

releasing me from this prison i just cant fucken relate, to any man or woman, because im haunted by the flames, surrounded by entities, im feeling slightly derranged suicide intentions, Cancerous rage.

Forget i even existed, the chance was there and i missed it, to never hear your voice again keep my soul black listed, you finally got your way these memories getting so Cryptic, because the pain finally shifted.

i cant help that im damaged, i can't save this part of my soul, my mind is being corrupted the heathens are out on patrol. never to have control, because im becoming so cold wont make it when im old from what i've been told

listen to all of the words, no one can even hear, no one can understand, the status of all of my fear, trapped with in my confines, my rhymes can simply peirce, the essence of your mind when the lyrics start getting to weird

Im locked in a sinical game, putting a bullet inside of brain, my mentallity is getting lame and my life it suddenly changed, things are getting too strange and i cant hide from all of this pain, so let me grab the needle and put the narcotics inside of my viens derranged
So this is my last song, this is my dance with heaven and hell acknowledging the fact that i never broke from my shell, remembering the days i was an angel before the day that i fell a shout out to every man thats been locked up in a cell,

i understand your pain, to be locked away forever. the only thing you have are the things that you remember, just one virtue and that was to be witty and clever suspended in animation when they pull the gallows lever.

this suicidle fever allowed my soul to sever trapped in bondage im a pretender bound in leather this is my final ember so hold it to you closely, because now apart you will always seem to know me.

im not like the thugs or distburbed criminals, i look inside the mirrors in some weird satanic rituals characters in my head, my life is fucken fictional, but no one wants to hear me cause im actually original.

So fuck the nay sayers, all of you had doubts, and with out your support i guess im heading out, cause ive had my dance with the devil got punched in the mouth wanted to blow my brains out and did meth by the ounce.

spent several years in paranoia waiting for someone to pounce, not a single reason left for me to be proud, all i got now is my head up in the fucken clouds starting a mental riot because the thoughts are just too loud.