DESCRIPTION:
A track from my upcoming 2nd album The Ictus
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LYRICS
V. 1
I don't wanna feel this depression / everyday it's eating me up inside / this feels like an inception / putting in thoughts to make me up & die / but imma stand up & rise / gonna live it up to the moment / own it / gotta stay focused / gotta bring the voltage / coated with a perfect potent dosage / but I'm blowing & it doesn't feel like, it is ever gonna really change / its like I'm destined for the pain / & I'm gonna feel the rest of the rain / & I'm sick of feeling this way, like I'm stuck & I'm by myself / starting to feel like Mr. scrooge & nobody wants to come in to help / well / that is why I gotta keep it stealth / gotta play the cards that were dealt / keeping a weapon up under my belt / somebody please just put me in a cell / hell / throw me deep down in the ground / let me just stay in the grave / cause I know that my soul is torn & there's nothing left to save /

HOOK
Oh / I'm roaming / this road / I'm so alone / (alone) / & I know / I've grown / to cold / & frozen / snow (snow) / I'm roaming this road that no one knows (one knows) & I'm feeling low / & so /just so alone

V. 2
I'm just trying to give myself a better life / gotta work into the day to the dead of night / until my bones worthless energy is petrified / & putting forth the good but somehow I see its never right / somedays I feel like I'm electrified / the pain is the worst & I get to feeling terrified / that's the thing you can never let it get high / gotta push it down & make sure that its set aside / no matter whatever happens just keep that state of mind / & you can be the lucky winner in the game of life / shining brighter than ever & set to stay alive / if you miss a step your gonna pay the price / learn the strategy before you go to play the game / never stray off the path that you have already paved / focus on what's important & you'll regain the flame / engage the pace & maintain it cause almost every day / people are changing / constantly racing / to gain & to aim for the same place / man I can't even begin to explain things / I feel.. I feel.. so strange.. so strained.. so gone / I just wanna not feel so down I just wanna move on / God...

HOOK

V. 3
How come I feel lost and alone / like I never really knew where I belong / like a drifter who was sticking to the snow / I keep on digging but there's nowhere to go / feeling like I just overdosed / like I'm stuck up in a bed deep in a comatose / with the darkness all around & it grows & grows / I can't hold it anymore imma blow, explode / tossed like a rock or like a stone into the freezing the H2O & now I've sunk to the bottom / it's like I'm choking slow & now I'm about to go & doze until I'm gross & rotten / Is there anyway to stop it? / Anyway to fix the problem? / or is this the toxin / that I just gotta rock with / cause I don't have another option? / but no matter what'll happen imma keep it active / rapping til I reach my peak / gotta be the baddest / at it gonna splatter every challenge that is in my reach / gonna breach the beat / & I will teach the weak / to breathe deep, stay strong / we can beat the beast that is in our dreams even though ...
WRITTEN BY TREVOR "ICY BLU" MCMILLAN