DESCRIPTION:
Monument Of A Memory's song Thanatophobic from the EP Catharsis
featuring Will Ramos from A Wake In Province


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Lyrics:
Curse my heart it burns from an apathetic flame

Crushing all my bones

Teach me how to feel nothing, no pain

As desolate as I am I still refuse my death

I am your king

I am your God

I am the flame that won't burn out

I am the light

I am the way

I am the alpha, omega and end

We can't keep going on

Acting like nothing's wrong

Praying to find the will

Praying that prayer is real

How does it feel

BLEGH

Slaughtering innocent killing their young as we don't see no wrong as we drop a new bomb

New day new age

NEW.... EUUAAGHHHH

Nauseous...and lifeless... The plot sickens and our words undress the truth

Disgusting...self righteous

Men lay their lives on the line for a bastard in charge

Self loathing...stop feeling

Surrender the memories rooted inside

Breathing.... Stop breathing

End all of the pain and stop living

No

You never haunted

You never haunted me in my sleep at night

But

I always saw you

I always saw you the second I opened my eyes

I

I always stumbled

I always stumbled on my best intentions for you

Day by day I crawl

Through a weeping forest of insidious regret

laid out in stone

Teach you how to feel nothing, no pain

As desolate as I am I still refuse my death

FUCK

I have lived for way too long to see no point in life at all

BUT I STILL STAND HERE

when you thought you could just up and go, run away from me