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HOW DO I SPEAK MY MIND,HOW CAN I MAKE U LISTEN,
WITHOUT TALKING AND WITH OUT ALL THE CONTRADITCITON,
IM IN A BAD POSITION,BUT THATS THE CURSE THAT FOLLOWS,
FOR GENERATIONS IN MY BLOOD SINCE MOTHERS FATHER,

AND NOW I SEE MY DAUGHTER AND I CAN FEEL THE PAIN,
WISHIN GOD WILL HEAR ME WHEN I ASK HIM TAKE ME AWAY,
AND ALL U SAY...... IS I DONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK,
SAME REPLY SAME RESPONSE FUCK THIS NOW IM GIVEN UP,

SINCE A KID WENT THRU SHIT AND THE STORM WAS HEAVY
THE CURSE HIT IN 96 IN THE FORM OF JERRY,
MY FOUNDATION BROKEN,my family wasnt working,
my momma finally left took my bro,and i stayed hurtin,

kept living life,started seeing future victims,
started being more aware to the point i pickedem,
made sure they hit the ground hard after i would lift them,
now i feed the world my pain with my raw convivtion,

and i can careless,blessed still im in this mess,
finally had another brother then i lost him in a wreck,
i guess the curse was back for more it wasnt finished yet,
so i learned to take control and use it for my benefit,

ride the waves sorda speak,i think i lost my mind,
no pittty for the weak so u can save ur fucken crying
im all in there aint no turning back from here,
u took ur chance to prove me right so now i think ill dissapear,