DESCRIPTION:
Beat produced by Adamack & downloaded for free at Shadowville.com, the beat is titled "Depression". I currently go by Jibbi.

It sets in
Valium and Xanax help a bit and
beer has suddenly become a blessing
I guessed the first time so I guess I'm second-guessing
I wear a clown mask when I'm facing depression
"oh, some weed will help" they say
but I been smoking since the 10th grade
& ain't a damn thing change
except the amount I smoke each day
it seems to accumulate at the same rate
these bottles take up space
my brains gone and I'm spaced
everybody's on time to the jive, but I ain't
I don't even look at the clock dog, it's too late
I ain't even showing my true side, I'm two-faced
I ask why I'm still alive everyday that I wake
cuz I feel expected not to fail & to do great
and that seems to make the gloomy weather days stay
dark clouds are the norm, when it rain's you know it pours
poor kid, your getting mind-fucked
I guess it's the result of..

(depression) depression's a lesson
an emotional therapy session
but it shall not hinder my progression
cuz one could probably say I'm destined
I got intentions of getting my name known
and I won't stop campaigning till I gain the throne
but these haters get pissed at the rate I'm going
stop complaining about my arsenic flows, firework shows
I blow up in your eardrums, make your speakers bust
you lust for more like you're cursed & I placed the hex
but on the mic I flex, steroids in my drink mix
I'm the hardest motherfucker here, I'm cement
I'm concrete in my ideas, yeah a hard-headed kid
like my thoughts are just some rocks to fill up an empty head
but when it rattles then beware it like a snake
cuz I'm mean when I proceed to fall back into that state of..