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(Verse 1)
Addiction is real, addiction is real
Don't dare say a word till you know how I feel
Everybody saying that I need to let go of this feeling, tell me how to heal it
Cuz it ain't that easy
I been kicked, I been dropped, I been punched, I been rocked
I been thrown to the ground, scraped till my knees bleed
Picked up these habits cuz nobody else needs me
You say to breathe easy
I can't cuz I'm wheezing
Withdrawal hits hard till I'm way beneath balance
I fall to the floor with one hit before my absence
Just one more puff
For when things get rough
I'll keep on fightin'
But the look in my eyes tells you I'm lyin'
It's hurt that I'm hidin'

(Verse 2)
Corona for breakfast, Heineken for lunches
Miller for dinner and Budweiser for the munchies
Can't say I don't love it
Searching at the bottom of the
bottle for a purpose
Just tryna find something to comfort the roughness
of being so messed up inside of my head
Let it be known that I miss you and love you
and didn't say enough
that I meant what I said
But at least I admit it
I tell myself that in my mind after each and every single time that I lit it
Let it be known I regret it
But it's too late to stop these rocks in my veins
The days get worse I'm going insane
I'd allow you to help if I knew that you could
but you can't understand the stairs that I've stood on top of
Like a plank that I walk off
Drink it all up, blowing the top off
Diving deep into unknown waters
Never emerging, I slaughter the water
Addition consists of these drinks and thinking of missing my mission
I'm sending an SOS in resistance, so save my ship and just listen