DESCRIPTION:
I have never seen my day of life, my life has changed to become so numb.
Everything is going to its end, down down down to the mother!%#@ing end.
The big wound will never heal, it scarred so deep that i cant feel.
Everyday every second i have to live with this, im so sick of this, i cant let it go.

My red december remains.
My red december everyday-day-day-day

I never thought that day could come, i woke up and everything was chaos.
Death was standing outside my door, die die die die, youre gonna die.
Happy days are over, someone angered the power of nature.
Like a wind everything was gone, my life has changed and i will never be alive.

My red december remains.
My red december everyday-day-day-day

Killing, Consuming.
Consuming the paradise everything has turned to hell.
all these things that i loved i cant live, i cant die for.
Its like i never survived, its like i never survived.

No regrets, only blood, my life forsaken me.

Im not even dying, turning the time back doesnt make it good, everyone has stopped.
People are empty shells i cant break through, start the time i need to let it go.
The flood has gone the red blood has vanished, terrible things happends everyday.
A fraction of my life written on paper.

My red december remains.
It remains.

All the things i outlived.
All the things i cant see.
My own red december
My own red december.

My own red december, Tears me apart
My own red december, rips me apart
My own red december, Bleeding inside.
My own red december