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Intro-JS
I'm not enjoying life I'm just trying to get'r done
Having bad days thinking of better ones
Waiting for tomorrow but tomorrow never comes

Verse #1- JS
If you have a life of pain and hardship
Its guna make you one of the strongest
Take two puffs of the chronic
And its gonna take you above and beyond this
I stay puffin on that joint an haul away
Treat struggling days like a holiday
Today wasn't bad but tomorrow's far away
I can't git past this without pot to blaze
I had it all and it all got away
I can't stand this but I'm not gonna fall on my face
Or fall to my grave because I can't stop the pain
If it's possible I'm a find away
Pain is just an obstacle inside ya brain
To get rid of stress I stay high for days
Well I sit in my bed I lie awake
Wishin this was a dream but I'm wide awake

Chorus-JS
I'm sick of lookin' at the past it can never be changed
I wish I could go back and let this memory fade
This shits go'n be the death of me
Everything I once loved all of a sudden is dead to me
If this wasn't destiny then how the fuck could I let it be
Without letting it get at me, get to me, get to me

Verse #2- Bnas
-What is love, i think love is fate
-When all the love inside turns you into a wreckless state
-When all the love in the world turns to hate
-When all the love in your heart turns to pain
-All us real mother fuckers who never complain
-All the fake mother fuckers trying to earn a name
-I just wanna get on the right path before i return insane
-Lifes tough but toughness you retain
-The meaning of these words gotta come from the right brain
-The meaning of these words arent to entertain
-The meaning to make these bars into verbal pain
-I was taught never to use gods name in vein
-But its hard when your feelin shitty again and again
-Fuck happiness, when all i gain is pain
-Im so tired its hard to stay awake
-Better remeber this, cause bnas wont spit like this again, brappt

Chorus-JS

Verse#3- JS
I feel isolated, I can't fight the hatred
I just wanna fight to break shit
I can't take it I feel like I'm gonna fold up
I got no patience to hold cuz,
I'm sick of waiting for something that won't come
If you had the same shit on ya plate you'd throw up
I smoke up to relieve stress that's why I stay so buzzed
I got too much hate to show love
I got too much weight on my shoulders
I feel like I'm guna blow up
I'm so fucked
I don't know what to do anymore
Erybody's selfish, erybody's jealous
My life aint like anybody else is
I just deal with the cards I'm dealt pick out shit
But I aint go'n kneel in hells pit helplessly
Because these motha fuckas aint helpin me
As long as I got God on my side you could never bring hell to me

Chorus-JS

Outro-JS
you hafta go through hell to get to heaven
We've all been here before but we have no recollection
I just sit here and wait for my soul's resurrection
Chorus: JS