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Ill Citizens Entertainment
Chaotic - The Shock Treatment Mixtape Pt. 2
Track 15 - If I Died Today Ft. Kid Dezmo & Logicul
Beat Prod. By N8te Beats

(Lyrics)

(1st Verse - Chaotic)
what would you say if i died today?
would it be the opposite if i was wide awake?
would you tell everybody that i was great?
ask the lord to forgive me if there's time to prey
that's what i need, you have to believe
look up to the sky, that's where i'll be
if i'm not underneath cuz really what it seems
like my lifes nightmare isn't just another dream
tryna find peace but trouble finds me
tryna live strong but i'm gonna die weak
so what if i leave? would you really care?
would you say everything about me that you didn't dare?
when i was there, where were you at?
do you still remember everything we shared? what we had?
ain't fare if you're sad, i'll be there til i can't
when you look up to the clouds, i'mma stare at you back
so pretty much i never left home
stayed close just to never let go
i just want to know what your thought is
when i'm gone, what's going on with your conscience?
do you miss me? do you hate me?
do you want to see me make it to the end safely?
when we meet again at the crossroads
i'll be waiting, waving, no spots closed
i got love for my friends and family
i would do anything to see you happy
never want to be the one to make you mad
never tried to doubt what we say we had
i meant it all
wouldn't let go, wouldn't let you fall
still held on to what we had all along
don't be sad, just be glad when i'm gone

(Chorus - Kid Dezmo)
if i died today, what would you say?
would you tell them what you've been telling me?
tell me what you'd say
what would you say if i died today?
what would you say if i died today?
what would you say if i died?
what would you say if i died today?

(2nd Verse - Logicul)
now if i died, would you shed a tear?
boy, tell me now would you hold it down?
cause i kinda feel like my end is here
so at the end of the day i'm rollin' out
uh, they tell me i should lighten up
for the kids that listen but it's only me
i'm kinda selfish with it, when the bars are written
and you never really know how shady homies be
so I'm rollin', rollin', get it in hoping
that when I reach my goals it ain't a lonely scene
cause if i died today, then that's that
and you know what's wack? is i've been gettin' unnoticed, see..
so I give it my all
in hopes i reach the top but i know i might fall
so in case i die today this is for the homies
that have been there from the start and i know it's my fault
that we lost touch, but we'll meet again
at what cost? bruh, but we'll meet again
i'm bat shit crazy, ozzy osbourne
a tough act to follow bitch, you don't wanna lock horns
i put my life in this shit, my minds in this bitch
need an ordinary second
just to see if i'm really fucking f-fine when i rip, the lines in the script
when i'm recording in the session
but i'm back now, it's been about a year
since i've backed out, but have no fears
cause when i die, i'll still be here
no need to cry, i'll still be here
not one person's immortalized
cause when you think about it we were born to die
so i'll die happy, when god I meet
an shoutouts to chaotic and the rest of the team

(Chorus - Kid Dezmo)
if i died today, what would you say?
would you tell them what you've been telling me?
tell me what you'd say
what would you say if i died today?
what would you say if i died today?
what would you say if i died?
what would you say if i died today?