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It's going so fast. too fast to catch up with.
And now I see you sitting, with your spirit destructed.
I loved it, all the times you told me it'll be allright.
In the darkest of the night, you were always by my side.

But now you're travelling to the light, I think it ain't fair that someone like you suffers this much, before the end.
The doctors told us, we had to prepare us for the worst.
They told you too, but I can see that you don't remember their words.

And it hurts me to see you burning, the lightin' struck.
Go to church, but It feels like my prayers never went up.
I think your stuck, somewhere between heaven and earth.
Cause that's for sure, when you die, that's the place you will end up.

Heaven, you've had enough hell already.
I take the devils pitchfork, and stabb his neck with the damn thing.
You ain't the same, you're changed by the plague in your brain.
You wanna fight but you can't, you're too weak, too much pain.
It's insane, like we all living in a nightmare.
It's not real, no it can't be, but reality is right there.
It's ironic, you the one taking care of me.
Now I need, to take care of you, cause you're incomplete.
How long will it last, how long will it last.
Is this the last time I see you or the next
Death has got a nasty hand, and allready scratched your chest.
Is this the last, time I see you or the next.

When I wrote this, you were still breathing, sleeping.
But your heart was still beating, now it's my heart that's bleedin'
You died in front of my eyes, you tried, to stay alive.
Cause you were a soldier, but you lost this fight.
Always on the frontline, protecting the weak.
Turning both cheeks to enemies, never let the devil speak.
Momma I wanna make you proud, please look down from the clouds.
I need you now, but I know you're with jesus now.
What's left to say? I grab a bottle against the pain.
Never forget you, I guess our lifes will never be the same.
You're gone, you will never come back.
That fact is choking my neck, and it's hurting my chest.
You were a great mother, we loved each other.
Now our family is broken, because of this ugly monster.
The tears fall down and freeze.
It's so cold, so unreal, and I can't believe.
You're gone
Know why I wrote this song?
Cause I hoped that you would hear it from above.


Rest in peace mother