DESCRIPTION:
I'm sitting in the pitch black and I'll probably just go out,
Take my chances with the locals and the obscenities they shout,
Because I'm not sure anything will ever scare me again,
Not compared to the constant battle I fight, Should I die or should I live?
So what the hell am I doing here, I'm stuck in this town,
I think I need a change of scenery to turn my world around,
I can't even look at your face,
Without knowing that I need to leave this place.

So get off my mind, and start using your head,
That'd be much less damaging than using my emotions instead.

I can't get away,
From everything my brain throws at me every day,
And I can't let go of the sparks when you held my hand.

I'm trapped in my own head,
But I still think about you and wonder who's in your bed,
My brain eats me alive thinking of what I could have done,
Instead of getting so wound up convinced you were the one,
But still I'm spiraling downwards faster than before,
I was already on the edge but you pushed me right off, now everything is sore.

Don't you realize you broke me?
When I needed you the most,
I know I wasn't the man you needed me to be,
But now I'm nothing but a ghost.
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This song is all about being shattered by someone, and falling into an extremely deep depression,
not knowing if it's even worth being alive anymore. Watching them move on, seeing them happy,
and having all those feelings reappear after assuming you were over it.