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So I guess that I should hope that you are doing fine
But there's a small part of my mind
that still insists you should be mine
And I can't believe it ended up this way
I am tongue-tied when there's so much more to say


the loose ends and the untold words
feelings left unsaid
apologies you never heard
and the lies you got instead
if i could take it back I would
this heart of mine is not so black
and you
you could start it beating red


when i lie awake at night
i'm glad there's no trains running
if there were i'd be calling you right now
to say i'm coming
And I can't believe it ended up this way
And I'm too ashamed to call you in the day

Recorded by Ed and Matt in June 2013