DESCRIPTION:
Sinima beat................I think imma re-record this one, so imma call this one a rough draft

Lyrics:
Dearest diary im entirly to re-inspire me
To see the other side of me, the side of me people like see
the funny me, the dummy me, the making money tree
not the side that i now have, kind of bad, a lil sad, reminds me the sight of dad.


before my first drug, before my first buzz before my first love before my first crush
before my first dutch, before my first touch before my first buck, before my lifed sucked

I dont know how to get there now so i guess o well
I dont know how shit can go so swell then striaght to hell





There was a point why i closed the diary and never open it
cause im still full hopelessness lonelyness, i just want all this to be over with

Deep depression, sucidal i can teach lessons
haters keep steppin, And i can hardly keep each breath in, without you seeing my expression/
i want to stomp your freaking head in

i admit my music sucks i should maybe switch it up
maybe try sumthin new, something you
might like which i can work on n my nightlife
ya that'd be tight right?,

fuck that, i love to bust raps
i just need better luck at

getting out the house, watch what comes out my mouth
yeah thats with out a doubt, im down in out