DESCRIPTION:
I can see em lookin at me, even when I try to sleep. I watch the years go by, and stress is underneath, keep my heart beat under control, feel my knees weak, end of the month checks gone, I'm in to deep, cuz I'm not worth a penny, and I can't pay a bit of rent, and pretty much everything about me is spent, but dont have a choice, cuz I was born with a curse, I could put it to a stop, but it only gets worse, love was never on my side, I'll admit/ that I tried, so call me a creep, thats me inside, and who on this earth ever knows I'm alive, head is always lost, thats not a fuckin lie, might take the bet, and find me dead on the ground, if it makes you smile more, I'll just cock it now, so say another prayer for me, when you hear the sound. cuz when its all over, yeah it's over now.

Living a life of misery, gotta keep and my conscious and my sanity, til it goes a way. goes a way.
I could be the best, if I wanted to be, and take another risk to set me free, til it goes away. goes away.

I'm not fake person, I just don't like people, cuz they just dont understand how the fuck that I feel, I'm a cast out, and I'm far from society, I'd rather be passed out and far from sobriety, cuz I hate it when they look me at me I just wanna scream, GET THE FUCK OUTA MY HEAD AND SNAP ME OUTA THIS DREAM, CUZ I CANT WAKE UP IT IT AINT WHAT IT SEEM, ITS TO LATE TO GIVE A SHIT AND I'M OUT THIS GAME, cuz I'd love to be the one to hold you in my hand, tell you everything about me, and all that I can, but it's just to much, and I'm outa your vision, better see another man, and I'll just keep on missin. cuz I love the way its used to be, what happen to the days when I felt like I was me, but I've come to understand that its over now, and I'm better off sittin here, lonely now.

Living a life of misery, gotta keep and my conscious and my sanity, til it goes a way. goes a way.
I could be the best, if I wanted to be, and take another risk to set me free, til it goes away. goes away.