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This is what happened. This is why.

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Original: www.youtube.com/watch?v=Odjy0CHW9XI
Vocals, lyrics: rachie
Translation ref: descentsubs (https://www.youtube.com/user/ukwildcat387)
Mix: Zero (http://www.youtube.com/user/Zer0skyE)

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in light of things that happened recently here have this cover

THIS SONG ACTUALLY DOESN'T SUIT ME, so I waited for a moment of very strong emotion to sing it. I think it turned out alright ;v; The lyrics were really easy to write. I might've gotten carried away at the end though... My take on this is that it's a destructive relationship - as if you're driving a knife into someone else but it turns out you're driving the knife into yourself...? Ahah something like that.

I finally got Zero to mix for me again /sobs who else missed his mixing?? I did. He did a good job here too!! (hshs glitches)

um... either way... enjoy I guess HAHA (tries to leave before it gets too personal)

Lyrics:

You draw me near and you hold me tight, but all at once I start to itch
Those eyes that look at me so lovingly - hey is it fine if I do this?

I think I'll gouge out those eyes of yours and hang them up for all to see
You deserve every bit of this, that's what you get - yes, this is the price of loving me

Anti-beat, oh
Hurry up and let me die, so I can finally ease this pain
Anti beat, oh
Even though it hurts so much, the feeling just won't go away
Anti-beat, oh

After kissing you, I went to eat, but everything just tasted bad
And anytime I'm beside you, the air around us makes me sad

I remember saying that I love you and I thought I meant it
But now every time you pull me close, the feeling slowly fades away
That's right, I've been saying this a hundred thousand times
How is it? The taste of all these crimes?

Anti beat, oh
Hurry up and let me go so I can throw away this mask
Anti-beat, oh
See our world come crashing down as if it were made out of glass
Anti-beat, oh

Just how much you love me now? Tell me the truth
If you can tell me honestly, I'll do anything for you
And yet you still can say that you love all of me. Why are you so stupid? Wake up and see--
I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate how you're just so delusional
I hate the part of me that loves you so

The me you love's not here no more

Anti beat, go
Don't mess it up now. We're now on beat so just do it somehow
Anti-beat oh
I cannot stop it - everything is going out of control
Anti-beat, oh
Hurry up and let me die so I can finally ease this pain
Anti-beat, oh
Even though it hurts so much, the pain won't go away - why won't it go away?

Hey hey did you know that every time you smile at me, my chest hurt so much, I wish my heart just couldn't beat
All of the love and all the happiness you've given me... can't you see?... ahh
Hey hey why the hell won't you just leave me be?
You're gonna hurt yourself badly, so I'm begging you please
I just can't take it anymore, so take back all your love
It's messing me up
It's messing me up