DESCRIPTION:
This monster
I breathe to life,
time for you to silence.
I'm living once again.

Losing grip.
Losing hope.
Fighting here,
I'm not alone,
You're with me once again.

And the pain begins again.
I'm sinking slowly down.
Is this the end?

These voices
they call my name,
essence of deception,
but still I run to play.

Save my heart.
Save my soul.
You alone
can make me whole.
I need to understand

‘cause the pain, begins again.
I'm sinking slowly down.
Is this the end?

I want to feel You.
Feel me reaching.
Hold me, like You promised to be there.
I’m on my knees now, somehow, I know I’ll make it through as long as I have You.

This monster
I breathed to life,
time for you to silence.
I'm living once again!

© Brooke Marie Weirick , 2011

This is an original recording off of my macbook. One day I decided to capture my feelings and put them into song and began writing to a loop by Martin Minor off of Looperman.com, a beat website. I decided to share the rough demo recording because I wanted to keep the original emotion that was captured as I was writing this.

Depression is real and Depression isn't pretty but through God we are saved and no longer have to live broken. I am praying that this song might help others suffering from Depression and Anxiety to turn toward God. He makes all things new. Even you.