dUNA

Throw me into the pit

of feces.

Feces and blood,

blood of animals.

Wanna watch the sky

From down there.

I wanna let everything go,

want everything just to happen.

Don't wanna care

more about anything anymore.

Just want everything that happens to pass me by,

just wanna rot, I just wanna rot.

I have the feeling equal with this experience.

just wanna rot, rot, rot,

just wanna rot, rot into the feces.

I want the shit to fill my mouth, to fill my nose,

to fill my bowels, my bowels,

but not my eyes this is my only wish.

wanna watch the sky as I'm dying.

I want the pit to be twelve feet deep

So if I change my mind I can't stop myself from dying.

I wanna rot this is my only aim

I wanna rot and destroy everything that was once called ME.

I wanna rot and believe

that there'll be somebody

who'll know I did this to myself.

And years later they'll find my underwear

and bones of a skeleton.

they'll know. somebody died! oh my fucking god!

in this pit

full of feces.

somebody died in this pit

full of blood of animals and feces.

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die

there's just this mixed up feeling I haven't had in a while.