DESCRIPTION:
Hey! It's been a while since I've recorded a new song, but here it is!!! :) This is a very very special song to me and it means a lot to me as well. I was very inspired when writing this song from my past relationship. While recording it, emotions went through my head like crazy! I was feeling it. This is definitely dedicated to all my special women who's been through the similar situation that I've been. Love is very dangerous and it can kill you mentally. But always stay strong and be careful! :) I hope you guys like it. I love ya! Muah!

Special thanks to Pamala Thao! My very great girlfriend. She's been there to tell me the truth and always tried to make me realize what I was going through. She's made me felt better than ever about my past relationship. Because of her as well, I was very motivated to get this song down! :)

Credits to Sinima beats for this beautiful instrumental!


Verse 1
The thoughts I had for you were stronger than a demon's wish/
Drops from the skies and falls upon the sweetest lips of yours, that I've kissed/
It is my desire, my dilemma, to be with chu, to be yo queen/
But be inspired, be my fella, when the sky's blue, I'll be your dream/
I used to love you like that chic who took yo bullshit/
Made me cry, made me sad, yeah I was full of it/
Called me a bitch, accuse me of shit, hung up on me/
Do you understand what I see? Please, just let me free/
Let me go my way, I've got a new path now/
Gotta move on quick, don't ask me how/
I'm done hearing you yell/
You let me drop when I fell/
Never picked me up cause I was, I was nothing/
when I complained, you was frontin'/
Trippin' at me at how bad I am/
But look at me, I had let go of yo hand/

Chorus (2x)
I never understood it's definition/
It's pain and it's anger--now i'm reminiscin'/
Kissin' you through my dreams good bye cause/
That's how it is/
my heart's rainin', but i'm done cause to me, love was dangerous/

Verse 2
The only thing I did was cry, I cried so much/
I ask myself, if it really was my luck/
My girls used to tell me that chu ain't the only one/
But I never listened cause I thought I was dumb/
Never tried to be a bitch, too patient to cope/ with your behavior/
My eyes hurt, at some point it stays dry, but you can make me cry later/
You put me through this pain, yet you say that I'm crazy?/
Crazy for you? say it better, naw I ain't cho lady/
But you ain't the only one cause I play a part in this too/
Though you make me happy, but my warmer days stays blue/
Skippin' school was my only way to be free/
Never made decisions for you/ to disagree/
Loved you so much, I gave you my all/
I should've known who you were
You were what they say, you ain't mine/
You proved 'em right today, love made me blind/