Homesick

"throughout life i've been neglected, left to die, a social outcast that no one ever gave a fuck about. well since i was a young kid i've believed every word they said. in a world of lies and deciet, i find death to be the only true thing there is. if you want to know how i feel or what goes through my head, listen closely to the words i say. i've watched friends die and people turn their backs on so called loved ones. i don't have time to get caught up with worthless lines about a life i don't lead. i'm trudging foward losing one more day of my life, inching closer and closer to dying. and i've never been so sure of anything before then i am now."