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CLICK MORE TO SEE STORY AND LYRICS BEHIND THIS SONG- This a song called "Box I'm Livin In" that i wrote and performed live at the ONEunity benefit concert. This song has never been recorded before but this song sums up what i've been going through the last couple years in my life. I came to a point in my life where i realized that people will always let you down (i'm sure i let people down all the time!) but my faith was the one constant thing in my life. Only God can give me the strength to love people with nothing in return because only he is strong enough to give me all that i need. I hope you all know that there is a God who loves you beyond all measure and longs to have you know him and the peace that comes with that:)

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Box Im Living In
By Britney Christian

Verse 1:
There was a time when I had no fear of love cause I had everyone there surrounding me, I opened up freely and never thought
Theyd ever leave, dreamed they wouldnt please
But it was my junior year when they all disappeared and I was left with nothing but unanswered questions
If all the ones who knew me best, just picked up and left what does that say about me? What am I to believe?

Chorus:
Love like youve never been hurt, but what if it hurts?
Its a lovely thing to say but can I live it? Is it possible?
Seems like everywhere I turn, I get burned and I cant take all this confusion
So I crawled into, into the box Im living in

Verse 2:
So the years went by I kept to myself cause if I held everybody out at my arms length, no body could hurt me but I looked
For someone who wanted to be, my one and only, someone who wouldnt leave
Then he came riding into my heart, I thought this was the start of what I was looking for, opened every door
But it came crashing down when it came out that he couldnt do this, what does that say about me? What am I to believe?

Chorus:
Love like youve never been hurt, well now it hurts worse
What a stupid thing to say, theres no way to live it, its impossible
Because everywhere I turn, I keep getting burned and I cant take all this confusion
So I crawl back to, deep into the box Im living in

Bridge:
But there you opened up my eyes, it took the depths to realize that youve been there all along
And if I fall deeper into you, thats where all my strength flows through, cause your the only one thats true, how did I miss what I always knew


Chorus:
And you say, love like youve never been hurt, with you it doesnt hurt
Its a wonderful thing to feel, I have the strength to live it, you made that possible
And now everywhere I turn theres something to learn
And you work with me through the confusion
And I crawl out of, out of the box Im living in.


I live in a time when I have no fear of love cause I have you there surrounding me, I open up freely and I can breathe

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