BrRdSquirreL & the JuBilant AcorN HarVeSt jAm Orc.

I wanted to hang myself. But something kept me hoping that the sun would shine on my body like it did laying on my kitchen floor as a child on sunny summer days. During a sharing of Y'shua the Moshiak life and death I felt a strong pull inside my chest and I knew that something beyond me was calling to me. I let go and for the first time ever in my 19 years of living I knew that His sacrifice was my ticket, rite of passage to the eternal kingdom of heaven. I felt like I was shot out of a cannon into the spacious universe of realms, stars, angels and answers that I never knew existed. I felt like colors were brighter and sharper, and that I had a strong understanding of G-DS word (though again I never grew up with it). My heart and head were so light and I believed that if I were to stop breathing or my heart would stop beating I would be present with the L-RD. I have never done any hallucinegens, dust, speed or got drunk on any drink but being on G-D and knowing HIS salvation had me literally floating, walking on air for months. Now, I know that all my good acts, deeds, speech or even my best intentions led me slowly to being separated from G-D forever! At the end of my life I will sit down with G-D at His table and dine with Him. I only hope that i can help those searching and looking for the void to be filled with HIS amazing love that He so blessed me with. SHALOM



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